Archive for October, 2009
Things I hate
Oct 31st
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I hate
Banks
Old people walking poodles
Bums that say “God bless you”
Girls that wear short skirts and keep trying to cover their ass
Girls with big tits when I’m trying to think
The way Jamaicans speak English
The way Canadians speak French
Stinky breath, or pussies, or feet
Greasy things touching my skin
My own face when I look in the mirror
Morphine and poetry three nights before
Oct 26th
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Two days of work without sleep
Whole weekend in Russian Brooklyn
Clothes falling off me cause I forgot to eat
Roman candles on the roof
Morphine and poetry three nights before
Left alone to scratch and work
Playing with bunny on the floor
Getting up to take the Q
Monday morning office worker blues
Construction noises and screams at 9am
Jamaican neighbors drunk but not subdued
Wants to murder us all
We are the masses, we are the worms
Riding in tin cans underground
My days are dog years
My candle burns fom the inside out
I live like a Hindu squashed flat
Four dimensions folded into three
Squidly arms wrapped around time
can’t stop patterns from numbing the mind
can’t stop faces from crumbling to dust
That’s why I play chicken with cars
And eat red meat raw, and cry
I’m not a tough guy, not into S&M
but I want to be beaten near to death
Forget the smokes, I’ll smoke crack and meth
When I’m done with girls I’ll start fucking men
Don’t read anything if you don’t want to read.
Oct 26th
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Don’t read anything if you don’t want to read. Don’t read for entertainment because it’ll dull your mind and make you used to the idea of reading just to read. It will set grooves in your mind, patterns that will repeat over and over to same purpose– nothing.
Don’t read for knowledge. Knowledge is just useless. Some people try to make a distinctions between knowledge and information or data. I’m telling you that it’s all clutter. There is no point in thinking about things if it doesn’t eventually lead to action, right?
There is only one reason to read, and if you are not reading for that reason, you’re training your mind to become more and more useless over time.
The ability to read is something that we have that is pure solid gold. It is our ability to take the life experiences of other human beings and fold them into our own. It is the way we can lead many lives and have minds that span generations. If you are not reading for this purpose then you should put down this book and any other book and go out and live your life, experience reality. Come back when you’re ready to immediately put what you read into action, when you are ready to make this your reality. You have to become this, you have to make this a conversation between two lives so that you can go out and live more. Why spend your time doing anything more? If you can’t immediately live these words, then they are just words, and words are just letters, which are useless.
The Porn Song
Oct 22nd
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Russian porn blew the pussy out my system
razed my sex life to the ground like
Bronx buildings burnt down for insurance
getting blazed between trash heaps
piled high to the hedges, on ledges
up with my cock at dawn
mind squandered, wandering
waking me mad in the mourning
whisky and women whipped wild again
so I can feel flesh and bone as friend again
Can’t get it up anymore but
anywhere, anything, anyone is a ten
when you’re drunk in the bar at four a.m.
Last call on a bender, the blade switches, the blender
beating meat blunt into useless edges
good for nothing, mom said
white blood of my cock becomes water
whole boxes of kleenex in the toilet
whole cigarettes smoked down to my finger
pull the plug, I told the doctor and
dad died while we cried together
